I’ve never been in love before so idk what it feels like but there’s this guy I’ve been talking to for like 6 months and I only just realized how much I’ve started to like him. we’ve hung out a bit btw. he’s funny and cute in his actions, but he might genuinely be one of the most intimidating guys I’ve ever been close with. like he’s the type to get a racist Karen calling the cops on him just for walking down the street and looking at her because he’s really large, just tall and muscly.
Anyways, over the past couple of months whenever another guy tries to get close to me it just doesn’t work. Its like no one interests me as much compared to this guy that I’ve been talking to. Even the cuter ones who would be great boyfriends, like just no one interests me or attracts me as much as him and I just end up like friend zoning these other guys after like a day of them trying to flirt with me because it’s annoying. Usually I’d be like ”yay multiple guys like me this is awesome” but rn it’s kinda just like ugh you are all inferior. I just feel such a strong attachment to this guy and no one intrigues me and draws me in as much as he does, and some of them could totally be better looking than him but he’s just so much more interesting compared to anyone else. Idk he’s just so much better than every other guy I’ve encountered and none of them compare. Anyways that’s it- so I hope someone can answer my question because I’m at a loss. I’m only a high schooler btw so idk if it’s just these sudden emotions running haywire because of my dramatic age. What im wondering is if this is what love is- and ik that sounds cheesy asf but I’m genuinely curious.