I'm done expecting someone to actually love me because people are horrible and awful and I'm just genuinely don't believe that there are people that are actually capable of loving and caring and prioritizing someone. Bunch of selfish, cheating, uncaring, prioritizing friends above me , jekrs
Edit: She loved the person before me and the person after me but only pretended to love me. She treated the person before me and the person after me with lots of attention and time and care and energy and devotion and dates and intimacy but she never gave me ANY of those..