While I was outside the country, trying to organise my life and career around what he wants and desires, he was having an affair for 9 months with the wife of one of his good friends. He didn’t even apologize. He just stood there cold and detached. Told me “what happened happened I can’t change it”. Told me he still loved me and always would. I asked him if he felt bad and he said of course he does but he can’t change the past.
We’re getting a divorce but I’ve never been betrayed like this. I don’t know how I’ll ever trust enough to love again.