I’ve only had 2 partners before my current boyfriend, very underwhelming and bad experiences. After my last partner I was completely celibate for 3 years.
I started dating my current boyfriend and we’ve been dating for 8 months. Before yesterday we’ve only had steamy makeouts sessions and some oral and hand action.
Yesterday we were about to do it, but he is really really big, like, it reaches his bellybutton big, and I got so nervous.🥲 He put just the tip in and just a little more, but it hurt SO MUCH, I couldn’t take it, i tried to suck it up but I genuinely couldn’t, i felt like I was a virgin😭
I told him I couldn’t take it and that it hurt too much, he stopped immediately and he was super sweet and reassuring🥲💕. But I couldn’t help but feel bad. Like I didn’t please him or maybe left him frustrated? Idk, especially because when he slid the tip at the beginning I saw him ball his fist beside my head, and I thought omg what if he was mad I told him I couldn’t take it after?😭 or maybe I’m just overthinking 🥲
Does anyone have any advice to take it better (lol) or is it even possible to take it that big if you don’t have much experience?😭🥲any advice is appreciated🥹🫶🏻