Its playoff season in hockey and everyone in the city is hyped.
Im getting incredibly lonely because every day its game day I have zero friends are willing to watch with me
I do have a friend that was always my buddy when going to home games at the arena, but in playoffs I get rejected every time because he's either busy, or has other social plans.
I also try hitting up other friends I know have an interest and I occasionally hang out with, but again its a "no sorry" because they already have something planned.
Its starting to strain on me because i end up going alone to bars just not be home alone. I do chat with a few people here and there, so I can still find some enjoyment, but its clear they all came with a group already. It just also serves as a reminder that I'm all alone and I couldn't coordinate a group of my own.
I know the advice around here is "if you really want something, make it happen and ask", but its not doing anything. I'm getting kinda sad
I'm tired of pretending and responding with "oh alright, next time!" When it will just yield the same response.
I don't really have a question to ask, I just needed to type this out.