honestly there's not much in straight sex for me except for getting a man off. i don't want to have sex for hours, I get easily bored and distracted. ive been with other men and he is the only one I cant make cum. ive made men cum through intercourse and oral. but I still just feel like theres something wromg with me.
im the only person he has ever been with and we love each other alot. he just prefers masturbation to sex which makes me feel unattractive, or like I am loose or not doing a good job.
how do I know if im loose? he said masturbation felt different. im young, ive never given child birth or anything. im not sure if theres something wrong with my body or not. I just hate that I can't make him feel good. it makes me feel like he isn't attracted to me.