Hi, I’m 15f and I had always been very shy and introverted. I feel like I don’t have anyone who truly knows me because I don’t open up to other people. I think it is because I’m so afraid they will judge. I never talked about crushes with my closest friends even if they tell me theirs and we are teenagers so this is like a very common subject and I want to talk to them about it. I go to dance and song but im too scared to practice at home, because my family will see, and they find it very weird that I never practice. And the truth is that I don’t practice because I can’t when they’re home. Therefore I cannot improve. I really want to start practicing but I just can’t. I get embarrassed and are afraid they will judge. I’m more ok in front of strangers like my singing teacher though(although I don’t know if she counts as stranger). And also I just never really talked about about feelings and how I truly feel with friends and family and it’s getting exhausting to hold everything inside myself. I can’t imagine getting a therapist because there is no way I’m telling my parents that. One time I went to the doctor, I don’t really remember why, and they gave me like a medicine and I remember they looked at my fingers and said something like I am someone who holds a lot of things for myself. I’m so scared that I will have no one in the future and can’t start a family because I can’t find a partner. Is there something I can do or will inte get better with time? Is it really that hard for people like me to find friends and partners? Thank you❤️