I never thought I would come to Reddit for advice but I have no idea what to do.
I have been dating this girl for a few months now and for the first time I’ve really clicked with someone and am really serious about our relationship. She is everything I want in a woman and is perfect for me and there hasn’t been any problems what so ever and everything is great. I haven’t been in many serious relationships I’ve been with one other person sexually before my current girlfriend. My girlfriend was in a long term relationship and once that ended she went on to have quite a few sexual partners. I’m not a guy who thinks any less of someone for doing so or thinking of a girl as “wasted goods” or “easy” for being with people. The problem is I cannot stop thinking about her and her past partners and picturing them. Me and this girl are very serious and everything is perfect I just cannot stop thinking about her being with these other men no matter what I do. We have had many conversations about this (she knows that it is on my mind) and sh says that if she could take it all back she would’ve never done it and that after her long term relationship she was in a bad place and let men use her, which I understand completely. She has assured me multiple times that she doesn’t think about these past endeavours at all an that they meant nothing to her because they were just purely sexually with no real intimacy and that it is completely different from our sexual moments and such, and they are in the past and I know that the issue is with myself. I have zero idea what to do because I really like this girl but I cannot stop thinking about them. Any advice?