i got married a month ago after being with her for a year and she is truly the best person i have ever been lucky enough to know. she has the most debilitating low self esteem ever which is so so devastating to witness because i feel like nothing i say helps. she is truly the most angelic, sexy, gorgeous person i have ever seen and i am always at a loss for words to explain just how deeply i feel for her. she has made me realize my own worth and how much life there is to live and i wish i could help her see that there is hope for us. it’s hard right now, with our political climate in the US, to see that there is worthiness in each other outside of productivity and it is absolutely heartbreaking to have to tell her that she needs to deal with working so that we can afford to live a good life. i want to give her everything. i would give her the skin off my back if it meant she would be kept warm and i would relive my worst days for eternity with her because just catching a glimpse of her eyes or feeling her heartbeat brings me back to life.
i guess that turned kind of gloomy but i just want to express how much i love my wife and how excited i am to spend the rest of my breathing and decomposing days by her side. she just is truly amazing and i wish she could see what i see.
i hope this kind of love finds everyone. let this be a reminder that there is always someone out there for you.