I feel really unsatisfied. I can’t have sex anymore. Partly because I had lost my sex drive from anti depressants but even a year off of them I still have no interest or desire to have sex with my bf anymore.
Not once in our 5 year relationship has he been able to cum from penetration, handjob or blowjob. Every single time I have to be on my tummy laying face down and he has to jack himself off until he cums on my back.
Even if i use my hands or mouth, I will be doing it until I am too exhausted to continue.
I have no motivation or want to have sex with him anymore:(
I feel like a terrible person and partner.. what would u do?