I recently ended an almost year’s long relationship with a guy I really loved and saw a future with. We talked about our future. On the surface, he checked all the boxes. Then I found out about some really bad stuff including porn addiction and him saying really awful things about me to his friends like that I was stupid, ret*rded, lazy and incapable of figuring out anything on my own. I had to end it because if he thought so lowly of me physically and mentally, how could he actually love me like he claimed, right?
Anyways, I’m being an idiot for being sad over this, I just needed to rant. Like stand up girl…but spending everyday with someone you loved and considered your best friend to this just fucking sucks. Probably won’t put myself out there for a long time now
because my trust is absolutely shattered.
TL;DR: ended a years long relationship and even though he did some pretty bad stuff and made me feel like shit, I’m still upset it’s over.