I have been married for the past five years but we been together for the past 8 years. A few months ago they told me that they did not want a relationship with me anymore. They want to focus on themselves and coparent. I am having a hard time of letting go. I feel so alone because we have moved across the world back to their country of origin and I have no one here. The hardest part right now is seeing them smile and act like nothing is wrong. They go out with friends and i see them smile while they text them. It does make it much harder because we are still living together since I don’t have the fiancees to move out and start over. I’m really considering moving back to my country but I do not want to leave my child. The main reason for the separation is my own doing. I was not there for them when they needed me. I made mistakes over and over. Made terrible choices. Was closed off. Avoided issues. They had enough. I can’t let go. I know I need to and I know it’s for the best. I wish I had a support system.