My recent breakup hit me hard. I love him so much, and he broke up with me over a misunderstanding. It was definitely a hasty breakup. I have some serious abandonment issues, and I blew up his phone for days with texts and calls. Please no judgment, I recognize how crazy it is.
He ignored me for days, but he did finally call me last night. He said he's not too sure about things now after how clingy I got, but he said he still loves me. I explained to him about my insecurities because of past hurt, and promised him I won't let myself get out of control like that again.
I'm worried I messed this up for good, but maybe if I give him his space, we can work this out. Doesn't seem he's fully done. I even told him I'm surprised he didn't block me after all that, and he said he couldn't block me because he loves me.
I don't really know what I'm asking. Maybe it's more of a vent. I hate myself for acting like that, but what's done is done. All I can do is apologize, and show him I can give him space. It's not like I went too crazy, and showed up at his house lol. Ugh