I got married at 19. He was 25 at the time. I hate everything about my husband. I hate how he’s cheated on me multiple times. He posts himself online half naked pretending to be a fitness influencer ( when in reality he’s just hunting for female validation ) I hate how he is godless and was raised in a godless household and has no clue how a husband should behave. I hate how financially immature he is and because of that has me living at his parents house for years with our children. He has issues with addiction(substance abuse) . He neglects all of his responsibilities. I’m just on here to vent and I need to get it off my chest😭😭😔. If only I could go back in time I would have never chosen a man like this to be my husband and father of my kids. I was raised catholic which is the ONLY thing keeping our marriage glued, my belief that my kids deserve a two parent household. I don’t want my kids to have a broken home. 😭😔 btw my kids haven’t been exposed to our marital problems. It’s just me carrying everything in my heart😔. I need advice on how to carry all of this and be happy. What makes it easier for you to have a peaceful home?