For reference, we have been dating since we were 15 (Sophomores in high school). Starting in 2024, we began long distance. Ever since then, I have hated long distance. I went through my freshman year struggling with it, but when I'm with him I love him and everything is fine. When I'm away from him, I don't want to see pictures of his face, I don't want to text him, I find myself becoming very angry. I have no idea why. We took a break from September to December, and I loved life. I loved being single. I got back with him because I would see him over breaks and I would love being with him. But the SECOND I was away, I hated long distance again. I feel horrible. He is truly an extraordinary person and I feel undeserving of him. I have told him how I feel but he simply does not care. He loves me no matter what. A part of me believes he has some attachment towards me. It is all so confusing and saddening. My mom plays a huge factor. She argues that if I leave him, I'm ruining my life. He is a wildly successful athlete, so I get it. But, I am an attractive, successful student with internships under my belt and a bright future. I can't handle being miserable every time we're apart, and the desire to be single. How to I get rid of this / cope with this?