I used to have a group of friends, which I talked to and hang out with in high school, then the other ones in the Uni.
After graduation I end up with noone. What bother me the most don't feel any urge to have a contact with these friends, and I feel bad for it.
I want to have friends in my life, but I just don't feel it. Also, during school times, I was going on parties with them, when we had good conversations, with alcohol. Without I didn't feel it, and couldn't make any conversation.
I can’t hold a conversation. Online or in real life, doesn’t matter. It always feels forced and awkward, like I’m pretending to be someone who knows how to socialize. People pick up on it instantly and I feel akward as f…
I'm active type of person, going to gym, solo trips, wild camping and have such a genuinely cool experiences, but whenever I try to talk about them, people seem bored, like they’re just waiting for the conversation to end
I want to become a version of myself that I am while after one or two beer, but I want to feel that being sober.Has anyone dealt with something like this? Is it possible to change this, or am I just wired this way? I’ve never really felt like I had a real friend, and I can’t shake the feeling that I’m just… boring.