Soooooo long story short, I was seeing this bartender for about a month (basically just casual sex). So when I first met him I told him I was not interested in dating and just wanted to keep it casual. Buttttt I’m kinda odd and I like wanted him to like be obsessed with me 😅 ayeee what can I say I love that dynamic. So we would go out and drink almost every weekend. I guess I was saying a lot of crazy stuff when I was drunk with him and told him I had feelings for him…which I do not, in these situationships I guess I wanted to play into that kinda of (if that makes sense) . When I was drunk I kept asking him if he would date me and he kept saying yes and then he would ask me if I would date him and idk what answer I gave. Anyways, so the last time we slept together was almost a month ago and I had messaged him to ask if I could come over to his place. He responded and said that yes I could come but he was playing pool with friends. (When you read this part 😭 I already know it sounds odd) I ended up with texting him to let me know when he gets back or I could just come over within an hour. So I ended up coming over and waited at his drive way for about 30 minutes and I had called him a few times and texted but he didn’t respond. I assumed it would’ve been okay to come over but I should’ve waited until he responded back. Anyways I tried to reach out to him but he never responded back and basically left me on delivered. I had apologized for my behavior for that past month because I was on a drinking bender and that when I pulled up to his house like it probably was a lot…..now I feel like he probably thinks I’m obsessed with him and crazy. I have not been to his bar in the past month 😅 nor have I tried to reach out again. But idk how to kinda save face