I’m feeling very alone and unlovable and unseen. I just finished a 6 month situation that left me feeling anxious and in despair. I was so sure of this guy. I would tell everyone around me “he’s my husband” in hopes the universe would hear me. I thought we were perfect, but when I asked about us he said he didn’t see me for a serious/long term relationship. I know I’m worthy of a man who will value me and truly care for me. I deserve something good because I’m a great person. Everyone says I’m a catch but it gets harder and harder to believe it every single time I’m not chosen. I’m 30 and feeling more and more hopeless with each guy I date. I’m angry and sad. I believe in God but I don’t go to church. Today I’m feeling the loneliness a little extra. I’m traveling to a big city in MA alone and I’d like good wishes and prayers and good energy my way. I’m not sure what I’ve done wrong but I need for this heaviness to lift. I’ve tried praying for the last week and I don’t feel like I’m reaching Him. Please no mean comments. Encouragement needed