hi all. ive had this friend group since high school and over time theyve just gotten mean. like all of them. i dont know what to do. i made an online friend group relatively recently and them being decent made me realize how bad they are to me. im autistic and annoying and i know that, but theyre so cruel (regularly pointing out when a joke i make doesnt land, calling me the most unfunny person in the world, making jokes about wishing i was in various tragedies like 9/11 or the holocaust etc) and i dont know how to get them to stop. it feels like theyre either ignoring me or being mean, but i dont have any other IRL friends and i would feel really isolated without them and i dont know how to stand up for myself. how do i try to make them stop?