I 31F was in a on/off situationship with 38M. Right at the end I found out he starting dating his long-term ex again behind my back. Was broken and all that. i even messaged her but she blocked me and forgave him.
I tried getting over him… 4 whole months of zero contact. I went out with other people even. I cannot get over him. We had the most intense chemistry and connection. No one has ever understood me like he does.
We recently texted a little. 2 weeks ago we had coffee together.. he said he also thinks about me all the time.. it felt so good to see him.
Here’s the thing… he’s still with her. .. but I have a feeling he would be okay with seeing each other again.. I need him in my life. I’m so fucking conflicted. I realise that would make me his mistress… but I just want a little bit of him in my life. I don’t care. There is no one else out there for me, I tried. It never feels right.
Should I give it a try? Seeing him again.. ?