So I have a booty call who I sleep with maybe once every few months. I'm extremely sexually attracted to him, he's very passionate, likes dirty talk, he has an extremely high sex drive and overall I do enjoy sleeping with him a lot.
However when I went round his on the weekend, he asked to slap me me across the face, he was choking me a lot more, etc. This was all consensual. I did feel a little bit odd as it was a bit more intense than other times we've slept together but I gave consent. However, he was very passionate to the point he was getting a little too passionate maybe? He ended up fucking me quite hard whilst he was on top of me, with his hands pressing my face down onto the bed, and his forearms were pressed extremely hard into my chest / just below my collarbone. It hurt really bad and I told him to get off me as it was hurting and he did.
I woke up this morning and there's 2 identical bruises underneath my collarbone and it's actually very sore. Part of me thinks it's kind of hot as I'm very sexually attracted to him. But I'm also starting to feel a little bit upset at the same time? I've never been bruised before during sex especially in such an odd place and I'm feeling confused?
I don't believe at all he's a violent person and overall, he is a decent guy. But I'm still upset. But still very sexually attracted to him. I don't really know what to do?