I messed up so badly.
I was friends with this girl from a language exchange site and she last month asked if she could talk and I didn’t check message until a month later.
She starts stonewalling etc. I went on her live once and with my face. She starts leaving on read and she’s like are you crazy in mandarin? I turned on translation.
I think she’s upset cuz when she said she has anxiety etc I said is it something like mental health? I wasn’t trying to hurt feelings. I’m such an iddiot
Today she muted my comments and said she doesn’t wanna talk to me. I’m not sure what is going on.
One side of me is saying it’s cuz how I look or my brown skin. Other side is saying that of the thing I said.
I tried making it up but no avail. So I blocked her.
I didn’t want to but I felt maybe if she is pissed off st me it’s best to just block and leave alone. Now I’m having remorse. I don’t know how to feel.
Any thoughts? Please be kind.