Like a day ago I sent a vid to one of my friends on TikTok and like it was a vid about proestation in Paris raising awareness to Epstein victims and in it they had topless girls (Not like little girls like adults) with writing on their bodies and shit, so I sent it to him I mean I knew what was in the video but I thought he would have been okay with it since it was a video about raising awareness all that stuff, I wake up the next day and he's telling me to go away and that I'm weird, I know like I'm the wrong here I genuinely didn't mean to make him uncomfortable or anything I thought with the context it would have been okay, but for the not taking it personally part, im getting like mixed signals I think that's the saying like he keeps sending me vids and shit and like we still talk but like what he said really made me feel like shit because like I really really look up to him and like I don't want him to think that I'm some weird gooner thats like trying to convert him or some shit, in other words how can I apologize and also forgive myself?