Hey i’m 19M and my gf is 18F, shes kind of a one sided type of person and doesn’t believe a relationship should be 50/50 but i think it should, lately shes been telling me to beg for her forgiveness whenever we get into arguments and when she runs off she expects me to chase her every time but wont do it for me, now recently shes wanted me to yearn for her, (i used to previously before she left me multiple times and got back with me) but she doesnt yearn for me and doesnt understand that yearning i cant physically take anymore of like its gotten to the point it hurts.
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So what i want to know is does yearning need to be a thing in relationships or can it be without because i honestly can’t do it anymore.. i need your opinions