So recently, i’ve been having a dilemma. I’ve been with my boyfriend for about a year and a half now (keep in mind this is my first real relationship), however the past three months a friend of mine just came back into my life. I sort of had feelings for them way way before like four years ago when we were friends, but thought nothing of it because they did rejected me the first time and thats the reason why we originally stopped being friends. But we were with some friends and i found out after our third sleepover (with said friends) that they started to develop feelings for me. I was conflicted because i started to somewhat reciprocate the same feelings; just not as intense. I found this out about two weeks before valentines day and we did the occasional flirting. While me knowing it was wrong so i tried ending things with my boyfriend around the time of valentines day week and i just couldn’t go through it.. but that week i was going to visit that friend at the college they go to and didn’t think much of it until… well i guess we started doing things. Once i got back home the next day i was confused and that same day my boyfriend asked me if i was cheating. I was extremely open about it and we talked it through. But now that we are still together and i’m still talking to that friend I feel confused because i can only see a future with my boyfriend and love him a bunch but also want the other person (which btw my boyfriend and i talked if i could stay friends with them and that was so i could keep my whole friend group in tact but i feel like it was an awful decision).