Just need to hear something encouraging I guess as things are getting pretty unbearable.
My dad is dying.
I work a dull corporate job with a terrible boss – and that’s AFTER I quit a very toxic job that I thought was bad, but it’s pretty much the same at the new place, except everybody hate my department because our boss is a joke.
I had so many friends in the previous job and the friendships with them are slowly fading.
At home I am mostly busy with house chores and taking care of my toddler son who I love very much but it’s all overwhelming.
I barely have anything left that fulfills me, don’t have time for myself and I basically lost all my hobbies in the past few months.
I try to work out, eat healthy and look good but that’s about it. I look at myself in the mirror and my eyes just look dead to me and it’s terrifying.
Honestly I don’t even know how to deal with this.