So, this is a LDR. I did many side hustles, one of them being online fitness coaching, it didnt go anywhere but at some point i coached people for free to get good reviews, and she was one of them. Somehow we ended up speaking more to the point we started all that. Now I dont have much experience in dating, she is litterally my first one but to me LDRs dont seem to be the best, but I wanted to try because I really like her. She seem to have everything I want espescially since we are so young. But she is christian and Im not, its cool for me, my religion allows this marriage but her parents wont, like her female cousin had a non christian bf and her family forced her to stop it, to the point she married another man, and apparently she cries when she meets that ex she had to stop dating cause of how sad it got her and im scared the same happens for her, it sounds impossible, we only date to marry so if we cant whats the point? I sound like a dickless nerd trying to marry my online girlfriend, she lives on the other side of the world and im a broke guy. But shes worth it, its a long story but i genuinely love her
And IRL, I have many women, that seem high quality that really wants me, but i never accepted it before cause of religious reasons and i was "locked in" on myself but i realised that i needed to find a good woman early, and i met my current girl the moment i thought this so i by default got with her, but it seems impossible and i do have good options irl so idk man, I genuinely love her but i feel like the longer we wait, the more painful it will be if we have to stop talking cause at the end of the day, what differentiates us from the story with her cousin?