(F31) and unfortunately its always been this way. im not just loud, according to my husband i get weird, and i get it. ive tried to control it but its just not doable. ive seen porn and i know im not normal. they dont make weird noises, they dont twitch or kick or anything, its just me.
my husband never said anything during these past 10 years, until recently. he's like he doesnt want me to cum and when im about to cum he's just, not behaving the way i want. he stops. at first he said its because children might hear us which is understandable. we have kids and im too loud and they do get scared, but eventually he did tell me that he finds my orgasms weird. that i creep him out sometimes.
thats when my confidence plummeted now i dont wanna cum at all. is this something that i should talk to him about, and if so what do i say? or is it something that i should ignore his opinion in?