I try very hard to apply facts and logic to myself, because despite having net zero interest in dating I’m ironically still extremely self conscious about my preferences… Because I just want to not feel like I’m a complete deviant from how a male human is supposed to be.
A lot of men are assertive, but some do not like being assertive and of those who don’t many I’ve met often have cuckholdry fantasies and are okay with their partners being with other people.
But I’m non assertive and monogamous, which is antithetical to what’s already a very niche subset of the male population. I don’t really know what went awry with me.