New to subredit, hey.
Im kind of losing my mind, I am a 32 year old male and have been with my girlfriend (29) for the last 4 years. We have known one another for the last decade though.
As of the past two days it has come to my attention that she has lied to me about everything over the course of the last 4 years. Her own father, and sister along with her friends have informed me she has been sleeping around with multiple men the entire time. She had previously isolated me from them all saying they were bad people and what not. But over the last two days the amount of information I have learned has turned my stomach. I feel nauseous, I feel dizzy, I feel lost I have no motivation.
Im wondering how do I get through this, this was someone who I have supported financially, emotionally for many years. We talked about a family and our future we were going to get married. Come to find out there has been dozens of other men in the last 4 years.
In 32 years of my life I have never known such evil such betrayal.
Im asking for advice please how do I move on from this? How do I begin to process this? How do I trust again?