I am diagnosed with GAD and have undiagnosed ADHD. I think I like talking to people but i have social anxiety. Ruminate a lot. worrying about what others think of me every-time. But I am comfortable talking to some people . But I have this spiral of thoughts and fear whenever my boss is around me. He is my admiration. I really want to be close to my boss as like he’s my idol. I want to learn more from him. But my social anxiety is killing me. I talk to my boss when i have something related to work but not small talk. I don’t know how to start making conversation with him. I feel like he doesn’t want to talk to me but in reality he may think i am just a quiet staff. I feel really intimidated by him 🙁