So where to start, im in my 30's with a useless ba degree (luckily no student debt) and after almost 10 years of saving at my shitty customer service job I decided to quit and follow my parents to Europe. Basically we did a hard to restart because of cost of living, helthcare and it looked like their were these great opportunities to buy property which really wasn't much of an option for me in the states. The plan was to start a business here and also persue other options as we got more settled and that's the route things have been going but right now it just feels like this is becoming more and more untenable.
The area we're in is just so remote and their is this huge language/dialect barrier and this incomprehensible level of bureaucracy to everyrhing that it just makes it feel like it's impossible. And like I know we should have made a better plan, done more research studied harder but here we are in the shit now. I just don't know if I roaly fucked up or if this is just me being an hyper nervous wreck and I need to just keep my head down.
Can't really talk to my family because their in the same uncertain boat and their way of dealing is also not great problem is they shut any conversation down or derail by letting me know how much better off I am in this deal even though it doesn't seem like that.
I don't know if I should try to move forward and sink more money in or try to salvage what I have left and run back to the states. Problem is with the way the world is right now that doesn't even seem like a good idea.
Don't get me wrong I'm liking my space the cost of living is better even though my situation hairball and I knowvit could be much worse
I just feel like I'm putting myself into a situation that might years to recover from If ever