im m 20 yo, since i was young my life was not that exciting and i was kinda alone with no one to play with and in school i was sitting with my classmates listening to them and their stories, like they talk alot and i try to speak up and share too and it was exciting but i never felt fullfilled or included when i was talking with anyone even if that was an introvert, like chatting doesn't feel fullfiling for me like how it seems to the others while i built my life trying to be a talker and because im anxious person i prefer to sit in my comfort zone and mind my own things rather than socialize with any person