I mean of course when drinking is involved I can be, which leads me to believe it’s an anxiety thing, right? I’ve been diagnosed with GAD/NVLD/SAD, social skills are definitely something I have to work a bit more at than the average person.
The thing is, I like who I am so much more when I’m alone!!! I’m funnier, wittier, all these things I struggle to do when I am around other people. I don’t know why I have this “mask” and can’t just be myself. Obviously there is a time and place, each of us have to modify our personalities depending on the setting. This is more of a making friends kind of thing/meeting new people.
Thanks!