Hey I'm guys, I'm a male (27M) who's basically always been attracted to girls with larger cup sizes. I do feel mediocre for saying this, but guess there's really no way around. I can't really even remember the last time I'd jerk off to a classical porn with "normal looking girls" (now I don't even watch porn now, just wanted to clarify). I'm rn in a period when I don't want to have a girlfriend for different reasons and kind of just fuck around. I've found out though that sometimes with girls that could be generally considered really hot I get ED. Thought it is something to do with low libido, getting older or whatever so I hopped on black maca and started doing keggels, which has somehow helped, but wouldn't say drastically.
A week ago or so I've been with a girl that I found really appealing, my heart was racing while we were getting on it and everything felt right. In my eyes she's extremely sexy, just without the full chest and I couldn't really get it up that night…. Yesterday I've been with a girl that is physically my type and holy shit, I guess the maca does actually work…
Now I know some are gonna state the obvious "just don't sleep with girls that aren't exactly your type". But this got me thinking also about the time when I'll want to settle down and I don't wanna to choose my next gf based on the cup size. There are obviously so many girls that have a lot of the qualities that I am looking for the person, but not the one stated above.
So I guess my question really is whether you've experienced sth like this and tried to work on your sexuality? I mean some subtle ways to rewire your brain, like focusing on different things during sex, therapy or whatever? I really just don't want to pick between mediocre sex and mediocre relationship.