I just turned 30 years old last week and now I’m apart of this club and I think I’m having some sort of crisis.
A lot of days I’m waking up and wondering whether I should or shouldn’t feel old, if I am old, or if 30 is still considered “young”. at heart I still feel young and want to do most of the same things I’ve been doing for my life but societal pressure from family and friends definitely is weighing down on me
I’ve definitely become more aware of more mortality over the last couple of years and now just recently turning 30 it’s definitely settling in. I still want to have fun live the life I want but I’m sometimes just feeling weird about it because of my age. Alot of times I don’t know how to act or feel. It feels as if I’m in this gray area. I also have a long time girlfriend and sometimes I feel unsure and worry if it doesn’t work out that I’m too old to find someone else.
Maybe my crisis is the fact that I’ve left my 20s and feel like I’m looked at as an older man now? I feel as if I have a running clock now and even though I still want to have fun, go out, vacation, etc , all the things I did as a guy in my 20s. I really don’t know what it is. I know this post doesn’t have much direction but it’s more of a vent looking for any helpful advice