Hi. I, 27f, got out of a 5 year relationship a few months ago. The relationship wasn't perfect, i know i deserve light years better, but he wasn't a bad guy and was my best friend and my whole world. I'm having a hard time processing the fact that you can be with someone for so long, know every in and out of them, make all these memories, and do everything together, then never talk again?
feels
unnatural. Idk. It's like i don't even wanna be back together but i also think it's so sad and wrong to just disappear from their life. i'm emo lol