I am a 59 year old male no kids , married to a 55 year old female . She has 4 kids . I was adopted so this did not worry me , we were together for about 2 years then decided to tie the knot . It was my 2nd marriage 1st wife cheated and it broke me into pieces and till today i don't think i recovered from that . i was single for about 6 years before i started to date again . Then i met my present wife . i thought the sun shined out of her ass . Great personality , great smile i fell for her and hard . Now she had plenty affairs before we got married , stupid me could never prove it , but time did tell believe you me .
We got married and me still suspect but could not prove anything . One day i lost it and went John Wick on her ass , slowly the stories came out . I forgave her and try to repair what was left off what ever you want to call it. A few months i got told i am going with a girlfriend to a music hall . No problem go and enjoy your self . The second time maybe 2 weeks later the same thing but on Saturday morning having coffee in our kitchen her cellphone rings , so it turns out to be a Mr. Trevor Jones she met at the club. Apparently he like and she liked him and they exchange numbers , i asked her if it was ok for a married woman to do this. I recall a man that programed their practice computers as one of her affairs she was married to me and was crazy about him . She was told by me she cant love him she is married to me. She at one stage tried to kill herself because of this guy , i did not even know her daughter said i did need to know.
So this is so messed up that my mental health is going to shit . Last year i had a triple bypass .I have a feeling she is messing about again . She said she is not and she turned her life around , so now i need advice . I made a wow when i married her it would be for life and i will stick to it , i don't break promises. Forgot to mention that we are together close to 20 years .