Prepare for a scattered type of feelings im going to express here. Single dad, had a divorce a year ago, sold my house a few weeks ago and had a pay out.
I have plenty of money in the bank and I thought I would have get right onto finding ways to invest money but lately I've been playing video games and stayed in all during the holidays. I used to look for things to do every single day when I lived with my ex and son like every man should do and keep moving forward. Now I wake up in my apartment to complete silence and no rukus to deal with. I'm also working under independent contract so it's possible I wont work for weeks or a month until I am asked to do a project. When i'm home, I do nothing and find myself having the most free time I've ever had in my adult life other than hanging with my son.
I honestly dont know what kind of answer im looking for but to see if anyone can relate. I even ran into an old female friend I havent seen in ages and kind of had a spontaneous 'night out/dinner' with her and I thought about her the past few days but had the "she's probably not into me" feeling.
Just didnt feel like myself since I had my divorce.