I can’t see how you guys are able to do so much stuff in a single day. Everyone around seems to be drastically more competent and productive than I am to the point where I’m the last one done on everything. If I don’t take my time on something I will forget an important step or make a mistake that adds even MORE time. Even on things I’ve been doing for 5 years.
I also cannot seem to remember important things that aren’t my usual routine, hell I cannot remember something someone literally just told me. I carry my jokingly called “emotional support notebook” so that if I remember what I need to I can write it down, but as soon as I remember I end up forgetting as soon as I think “let me get notebook to write this down”!
Tl;dr: I’m only 34 yeah I have add but this is different. I already can tell that my brain is declining, I can’t spell like I used to, I can’t remember names of things much less people’s names, I can’t remember what I was just told. I’m already slow enough, now I stumble over words and speak gibberish a lot. I need to make more money, but how can I when everyone around me is faster in almost every way.
P.s anyone else have a “meh” or “that’s fine” attitude on pretty much everything? It’s hard to explain but I just don’t feel anything one way or another about just about everything. I also don’t have any goals or aspirations, and I wouldn’t even know where to begin. Everything is “fine”.