First things first pls go to my account and read the previous post I put up on this subreddit to gain background knowledge.
I 20M want to leave my current GF 21F. I haven’t been feeling much love for her and it’s been hard to even try to display emotional affection. I don’t think I can trust her ever again or even love her. I’ve been feeling like this a little bit after I made that previous post and it really sucks.
Recently those feelings have been stronger due to an old ex 20F from high school reconnected with me. She texted me randomly and we started talking a little bit and she wanted to hangout that night by the town lake. I agreed and we went there and had a nice talk for about an hour. When I got home after that I knew I shouldn’t have gone out, it was wrong. However I still enjoyed the talk we had. We did stop texting after that night though until I texted her again telling her I wanted to talk more but nothing much came out of it due to me not responding and then the last thing I texted her was a merry Christmas. It’s just been weird lately I’ve been always thinking about her when I feel like I shouldn’t be. Even during intercourse with my GF I think of my ex. I even had a handful of dreams about her this past month. I want to leave my GF and try things again with my ex. But I just don’t know how to feel right now and it’s eating me up constantly thinking about her.
Also my ex 20F broke up with me years ago because I was an immature pos. It wasn’t very serious only a 3 month long relationship When I was 17 in high school.
TL;DR! – I want to leave my GF 21F for my ex 20F that reconnected with me recently. I don’t think I can love my GF anymore due to everything that has happened. (read previous post on my account for clarification)