I want a genuine connection with someone, someone that I can share sweet intimate memories with but in all honesty I’m just afraid and i thought i knew what i want but that was arrogant of me to think i did.
Whenever I imagine myself in such sweet moments I’m filled with a hope that maybe I’ll have something like that Someday, but then people show me plenty of reasons why I should stay single, abusers, cheaters, liars, manipulators.
That’s what always drove me back from wanting another relationship for a while and it still does quite frankly, but I think I’m starting to see that there’s more to relationships than what’s shown on the screen.
I may never end up in another romantic situation again or maybe I will, assuming there’s someone who can prove me wrong about it, but until then I’ll just keep going.