so i met this guy on reddit only we've been talking for more than one and half month and as we had exam last month, we planned to meet on new year and tho we met today only.
knowing we are of the same age it's not like i was expecting him to bring something for me when we meet, even tho i kinda wanted to bring him something so i brought chocolates and an accessory and gave him the moment after he was standing in front of me today, shaked hands and wished new year.
okay so in the last month we kept updating each other and talked for hours after every exam so yeah we did get pretty much connected or atleast i felt so, he said he did(on text) too but what happened today is making me overthink on all the whole situation or maybe i wished I wasn't this excited to meet him but is it my fault, he kept talking like it like he was excited too and yeah i was too.
so ofc the chats did shift to some level where it felt like maybe there's something? last night he literally even said he was so sure of me and before few weeks ago if i wanna date him after i meet him..ofc i wanted to tho n i did say yes at that moment. today when we met, he was just umm very non chalant? he wasn't really smiling and when i asked him to smile he said he doesn't like the way he smiles..i hated he said that cuz personally he looked cute to me but nvm that.
also the gift i gave him, when he opened it his reaction was ummm idk was he not happy or was he just blank?JUST WHAT WAS WRONG WITH HIM?
we didn't even stay for long like probably just an hour out(his brother called or he did, and he had to leave early). That moment i felt he wanted to run away maybe that's why he called his bro himself.
I started having self doubts and it's probably wrong to have so but i just don't know. I can't stop overthinking on the whole situation…he didn't even text me once i came back too, is it okay to feel hurt because of this?


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