ETA: Perhaps ungrateful is not the right word but lack of validation or even invalidation
I'm the guy that usually is the most informed about a wide variety of things, but I sense that people don't like to give me credit after they benefit from it
Due to this I no longer enjoy sharing my knowledge and giving help where I see that I can
I like helping the people I love but I have taken a major step back because I don't feel like my knowledge is appreciated. If anything it feels taken for granted.
It's kind of like a paradox between gratitude and validation