My fiancé (30M) and I (29F) are getting married in two months. At this point I am looking for any support/advice in dealing with emotionally abusive family members, as things have been very messy with them since we got engaged over the summer. So here’s the story (sorry this will be long):
First, the engagement: my fiancé (boyfriend at the time) and I decided to get engaged over the summer while on vacation. Per my wishes, I had told my fiance to talk to my dad before we got engaged just avoid any type of family drama (my parents are old school and believe in waiting several years to get engaged/married). My fiance and I had only been together a year by this point, but we knew we were right for each other, we’ve been through a lot in that period of time and we want a family some day so with me approaching 30 we still wanted time to get married and enjoy a kid less life for a few years. Which is why we wanted to do this and also the reason I asked him to talk to my dad first to avoid any ugly surprise reactions from them and ruin our vacation. So my fiancé called my dad and much to my surprise told me my dad had a calm reaction and gave him his blessing. Even talked positively about our future together. He did say my mom was there in the background and didn’t say much knowing she was probably shocked/anxious herself (bc she’s an anxious person by nature) but we thought my dad would talk to her and she would be over it by the time we came home.
Post engagement: about a week after we came home I wanted to call my parents and talk to them about my sister moving out of my apartment, since my fiancé would be moving in soon. Just to give context about my sister: she is 35 years old with mental health conditions but she is very high functioning where she can hold a job, drive, etc. but she has to lean on my parents to manage her life bc of consequences she has had to face in her past due to poor decision making and I have been her unofficial care taker for the last 5 years (that my parents manipulated me into doing). Anyway, I go to call my mom to talk to her about it and she completely went nuclear on me. Started screaming at me over the phone, didn’t give me a chance to explain our side of things and had a full blown meltdown over where my sister was going to live, told me I was too young to move on with my life and hung up on me. Next morning out of nowhere my dad starts blowing up my phone about how I shouldn’t be getting married right now and started saying a bunch of crazy, nasty, hurtful lies about my fiancé, told me I was a disgrace to our family and demanded that he and my mom come to my apartment after I got off work to set things straight. Oh, and told me my fiancé wasn’t allowed to be present. So I drew a boundary and told them they weren’t coming over that day since we weren’t going to be home anyway and I wouldn’t converse with them until they could calm down and apologize. We didn’t speak for 3 weeks. Meanwhile my other sister who is 33 and married stuck up for us during all of this, and even called my dad on the phone to call them out for their behavior and informed me that they behaved this way during the time leading up to her wedding which I was apart of but didn’t know everything that happened in private between them. Finally after not speaking to my parents for several weeks they decided to reach out at different times and we had talked things out. They didn’t necessarily agree with us on everything at the time but we were so exhausted from the tension we just wanted to move on, so we did. During this time we also had a small engagement party that my sister and her friend put together for us and I was on the fence about inviting my parents and I eventually decided not to and not tell them bc I was still upset with them and it would have been awkward to invite them after all the crazy shit they said to us!
Pre wedding: a couple months ago things were ok again with my parents. Acted like nothing happened and we explained our wedding plans to them a few weeks ago and were actually happy to know that we were doing a small ceremony at a local venue with just our immediate families and few close friends. My dad even called me the following week after that to give me money to pay for the majority of the wedding and had a very nice two hour conversation with him over the phone that night. We thought we were in the clear at this point. Everyone was good again. My sister moved out. Everyone was happy.
Everyone was happy up until a few days ago at Christmas. We decided to tell my sisters when we were getting married which is two months from now. At first my sister (the one who stuck up for us back over the summer) started freaking out that I wouldn’t find a dress in time, and thats bc her dress took 5 months to prepare that means that would be how long it would take me to get a dress (which I’m just planning to go to a used bridal dress shop). I reassured her that was not the case and she didn’t say anything else about it for the rest of the night. A few days later, she decided to send a passive aggressive text over our family group chat basically indicating that we’re rushing things and stressing the family out bc of our date. We tried to reassure and tell her it was fine but then she totally went nuts on me like my mom did. She ran behind my back to my parents and told them about the engagement party they didn’t know about nor were they invited to bc of the drama at the time and on top of that told them my fiancé got super drunk at the party and started slandering our family the entire time which is not entirely true. She was there that day, we were ALL drinking, things were said bc we were ALL upset with my parents and we ALL said stuff but she’s singling him out to make him look bad and encourage my parents to reconsider the reservations they had about this from the beginning. So my parents called me at work to yell at me about this, my mother refused to tell me who told her these things (as if it wasn’t obvious) and they totally believed all the lies she told them! Didn’t listen to my side of things, all my dad kept doing was threatening to take money away from the wedding and kept insisting they wouldn’t show up and got pissed that I didn’t invite them to the party back in September when THEY were the ones acting psycho. So I had to hang up on them and in turn I texted my sister and cussed her the f*ck out for doing something so mean to me to purposely make my fiancé look bad and sabotage our wedding bc she’s mad about our timeline after she was the one who stuck up for us when my parents were acting like this over the summer! It’s so disheartening, I’m so upset with my family as true colors have been revealed since the summer and it has been putting my fiancé and I edge. I don’t know what to do at this point. Do I cancel the wedding? Do we go elope? Do I remove myself from my family and their drama? I just need some kind of support to know I’m not insane. I hate this so much!