I (32F) have been with my husband for 10 years, married for 3. We have a two year old child together. At first he was clean and took care of himself. He cared about hygiene and we bonded quickly over our love of working out and lifting weights. I’m not even sure when this started but he’s just…gross these days. Dandruff all over his shirts, constant bad breath even after brushing his teeth and just a weird sweaty funky smell all the time.
He’s also gained a significant amount of weight and doesn’t seem to give a shit. He eats whatever he wants and drinks heavy beers about 2-3 times a week. I honestly don’t even remember the last time we had sex, it’s been MONTHS. And to be honest, I don’t even want to. I’ve tried to encourage him to, quite frankly, get his shit together. At first it was just here and there. “Hey babe I got this soap you might like, it’s in the shower. “ or “ Hey I got us both some new toothbrushes and mouthwash” that type of thing. But lately I’m at my wits end. Like, I literally have to tell him to brush his teeth and wear CLEAN clothes. Wtf. I don’t really know what I’m asking here. Just wondering if anyone else has gone through this and if it’s gotten better or worse? We’ve talked and he says he’s not depressed. I’ve also mentioned therapy. He doesn’t straight up say no but he doesn’t seem very interested either.
I hope this doesn’t come off as being shallow but honestly, I’m just grossed out by him. We don’t even sleep in the same room anymore because his snoring is out of control. I can literally hear him snoring upstairs when I’m downstairs with our child. The snoring wasn’t an issue before the weight gain. I’m positive he has sleep apnea but when I bring up getting a sleep study and getting this sorted, again he just brushes it off. I just feel like a nag constantly but it’s like dude take care of yourself and your health! We have a child and I want him to be around as long as possible but for him, it’s something we’ll deal with another day.
It’s so frustrating. Most of our conversations about these topics end up in an argument. He says I’m on my high horse and picking at him. And he’s probably right at times. Sometimes I can’t help but laugh because if me wanting him to be clean and healthy is me on my high horse then whatever. I don’t even know anymore. I feel lost these days.
How do couples realistically rebuild attraction and intimacy when one partner has stopped taking care of themselves, and becomes defensive when it’s brought up and how do you know what the right next steps are if nothing changes?