Casual Convo Fridays

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1. I finally got around to watch “Don’t say a word” from 2001 yesterday. It was one of those movies everybody was talking about back in those days but I never got around to watch it. It was good.

2. I got the crib to myself for a week coming up soon…. i honestly can’t wait. Im on some Home Alone type ish. Music blaring, playing Sims all night, i might even smoke in the crib 😅😂🤣
   I love my girl, but we both need a break.

3. Have known and liked this guy for years. We keep coming back to each other and finally find ourselves single at the same time, but I don’t think anything will happen because he seems to be struggling with his last breakup, which was recent. I’ve been single for over 18 months, so I am way ahead of him on healing. He’s stuck thinking he was the problem when I can see that the woman he was with was an addict and didn’t love him. He even did the breaking up due to being unhappy. All I can do is keep living my life and trust that if it is meant to happen, it will someday.

4. I can’t believe how much I laughed watching the show Righteous Gemstones. It was one of the funniest shows I’ve ever seen. My husband and I finished it a week ago and I’m already watching it again.

   Ooo I also think I may be pregnant! We have been trying to get pregnant with our second baby since September. I was ovulating the week of the 21st and we had sex every day. I’m now having slight cramping, and my boobs are looking *plush*. I also was spotting ever so slightly. Eeek! Maybe this is it! Send me over some good juju! I’ll find out if I missed my period in a few days!

5. We have our Christmas party tomorrow. My mom and I do all the work. Cooking, cleaning, baking. It’s stressful. I love my family and an happy to see them, but i am starting to really dislike the holidays.

   How can it not occur to my 3 older brothers that are all around 40 that this is a tremendous amount of work? They don’t help at all and two of them get irritated if food runs late. My mom does it as a labor of love and would never dream of asking them to at least help clean up afterwards. And I help her as a labor of love, because I care.

   Sometimes they bring a dish. Not often. But sometimes.

   I can’t remeber the last time I simply enjoyed a family get together and I doubt my mom ever has.

   They’ll never understand the stress and work. And one day she’ll be gone…

6. I’m looking forward to seeing my friend in a month. It’s been like 6 months since I’ve seen her. It’ll be nice to catch up in person.

7. I’m so freaking cold right now. I’m in BFE with my boyfriend on his property as we are building the house and it’s currently 46* outside and 46* inside the cabin. I’m under a ton of blankets and am warm but my nose is cold and I don’t want to get up to pee. lol

8. I don’t know what to do anymore. I went to law school, realized I don’t want to be an attorney, now I cannot find a job and I’m burnt out from applying and interviewing. I’ve gotten to 3rd round interviews 3 times in the past 4 months. At the same time I’m subbing and falling in love with teaching. But I can’t afford to get licensed as a teacher. I can’t afford anything. The stress of not affording groceries and rent and not knowing what to do with my life feels like it is slowly killing me. I’m only 28.

9. I’m craving a quiet weekend with no plans and no guilt about it.

10. I wanted to go to couples therapy. Found a therapist and got an appointment today but I realized it’s over the phone not in person and my partner tells me today he doesn’t want to do it now because of that.. 🫠

11. I had a perfect hair day every day this week. I looked so good. I wore my best pjs. I drank lots of coconut water. Watched several films. Sang a lot in my car. Went back to crochet and art. I also cried a LOT but it was necessary to let it out lol.