I don’t even know where to start. I have so many issues in my marriage but I feel like they all stem from money. My husband and I do not make a lot of money and truthfully we are struggling. We have been married a for 6 years and we have 2 kids. Keeping up with bills is a struggle in itself not to speak on personal maintenance, I feel like I haven’t been myself in years. I cannot afford the little bills I have let alone maintaining myself or my wardrobe. As a wife, I should feel secure and taken care of but I feel the complete opposite , I feel anxious and afraid. We have no savings in case of any kind of emergency it’s just a stressful situation to be in. We both have degrees, but cannot find jobs in our fields so we’re stuck doing odd jobs to make ends meet and neither of us can afford to go back to school. I even feel ashamed to say, when I’m on social media I get so depressed watching everyone else so happy and living their best lives going on vacation and just looking amazing and being able to give their kids the best childhood, then there’s me. Everything I didn’t want for my kids is happening to me now. I would have never imagined this for myself. I just don’t know what to do I feel like I made the wrong decision in marriage because I was doing well before getting married, but it seems like my light/luck dimmed once he came into my life. It’s such a horrible thing to say, but besides my kids, I haven’t had one benefit.