So, I 16m have had a girlfriend 17f, who is just the best. We've been together almost three months now, and she has just brought so much colour to my world, it's amazing. I love her to death, and every week I feel like I notice some new smile, imperfection, face, or cuteness about her, which just makes me love her so much more.
But recently I've been feeling sort of down, when not with her, as opposed to the 100% myself I am when I'm with her. She makes me feel so safe and present, whereas life without her can be a bit of a blur, grey and sad – especially with how the world is currently.
As maybe a consequence of this I feel super anxious all the time, except of course with her, and it's honestly made me so emotionally dependent – probably not that great.
To combat it I've really tried doing things i like and work on seeking positive news and stuff, but it isn't helping. I have considered talking to her about it, but what do I do about my situation?
Tl;dr: I love my girlfriend sooo much, but i can't help feel anxious about losing her.