I have been trying for a while to text to strangers of my age of the opposite sex but i always seem to fail.
I don't feel an imrpovement,nor do i feel more courageous attemp after attempt.If anything i feel even more scared the more i try .
And i 've seen so much advice but none of them seem to stick with me.I can't calm myself down,i think of every opportunity to talk as sort of a "last chance".And i don't have much of a charm,i am just a simple person and just send memes.
And i am really stubborn about this because i feel like if i am not myself,then how am i going to find someone who is the same as me?
But then again when i see a stranger and feel the want to talk to them i ignore my wish to be with someone who is as me and lose myself in the process.
I feel like texting and dating(should that happen) is way too much of a burden and it feels like i have to put on some fake facade just for a 99% chance to fail.Even when there is a slight chance to succeed the amount of failure till the point of succeeding feels way too high for it to be worth it.